ARGHHH damn it! Damn everything! Damn everything against my will!!

And i said 3 is a good number on the previous post, and 3 is the grade for my chinese O level. A B3...
I see Calvin Qiyuan they all got a distinction... But why i can't?? Now i can't tell them i am ex-higher chinese in sec 1,2 and primary 6... I felt like that's enough i can kill myself already. Really, those thoughts of slashing my wrist, punching the wall till my hands or the wall breaks, grabbing someone on the streets and stab them, kicking a ball as hard as i can to damage the tuition centre sign board downstairs, came to mind once and i was on the brink to do them. I cannot accept the fact that i cannot get a distinction though my listening compre and oral is a "D", for distinction. I just lack a few more marks to enjoy life like my classmates. Now i need to slug it hard another subject which i totally forgot how to score, or even do.

I think only by hugging C then my mind will be at peace. Her soothing face, her sweet voice, and her 'charming' smile (i know charming isn't for girls, but that's my taste). While hugging we would just nice be at eye level... *Er-hem*...
But C got an A2, i don't know what to say, or feel now... "I'D BECOME SO NUMB I CAN'T FEEL YOU THERE"...

I guess now i need to reveal a bit of who C is right? Too bad i am not going to do so. You're too late. Indeed.
Now those people whom i know who happen to know my blog address , please keep this a secret. Or else i will borrow a chain-saw from TingKang , he definitely has one. Haha.


Yeah, O level oral examination is 2 days later, damn it. Once again i will break out in cold sweat like during Tuesday when i get my chinese results. Really it's cold. My palms, feet, neck felt like ice. Then Tuesday i was holding Joel's pen, when he got it back he commented that why is it so 'damn cold'? I guess i was getting a bit cold-blooded, but in another way. Normally i am emiting alot of heat in the ground where my feet stood and my butt sat. Then cold sweat with a cold touch...

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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