Saturday, August 23, 2008 ' 3:27 PM
Ready for more of my ramblings of C??
*signs*, i have a feeling that C some hot date out there... Because at one time i heard her saying that she is going to meet someone in AMK hub. Yeah, maybe i am too paranoid, but this is what i get when i do not dare to even talk to her. It's ok anyway. Well, i think all females ,except C of course, are evil in some sense, (and all females think males are evil too) so i wouldn't want to get into those kind of relationships, but with C, i don't know... I really don't know.
I realized i am such a failure, i can't write a composition essay when my mind is full or her...
The topic was "Write about a time when you were trapped in a building and only let out the next morning".
Then i thought of the names of characters i want to use, and C's name came to my mind. Like almost immediately, i thought of having myself stuck in the lift with her..
Damn it i can't think of any good plot for my essay this way, and i gave up. This was a assignment given by my English tuition teacher anyway, as they say there is no need to hand in tuition work.
Luckily, thursday's prelim essay writing i did not let my own mind be overrun by C's seductive (in my own opinion and to my own taste, so don't read this literally) eyes and face.
Speaking of thursday, i saw someone cry in class before the second paper. Seems like the person sitting beside and in front of the person notices it only. Yeah, i think it is best to leave the person crying alone, do not talk do not comfort do not look, just keep quiet. Because the more you say the more the person will cry. I got personal experience, my tear glands are weak, so i cry easily too. And i hate it when people keep crowding around me and disturbing me when i am letting out my emotions. But i am not sure how others will feel though.
Oh damn looks like everybody is gearing up for prelims, even gary is, since now i don't see him online in msn anymore. I think i have to buck up also, since all this while i don't depend on my intelligence to do well in exams. Because i am not that clever, i have to stare at textbooks and notes and use logic whenever i can.
Oh, C, let me see your face once again so my mind will be at peace...
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
