Second Dream
Saturday, August 2, 2008 ' 4:58 PM
Ah, it's been a while since i last dreamt... You know, we dream deepest in the REM period in our sleep, which is like, er, 5 am? But thats the time i wake up... for school. Oh damn it, cos maybe its coincidence or, i had dreamt of things that happen 5 years before the actual thing happened, hmm it's complicated.
Ah, the feeling of infatuation? I haven't had it for a long time now. This girl, (let's call her 'C' for now) has always 'melted' my heart everytime i set my eyes on her. Hmm, what's her beauty?
I guess her untied not-short but not shoulder-length hair yet feminine facial characteristics, her small and alluring eyes... It will take me forever to finish this descriptive essay. (Haha) And a point i want to emphasise : feminine as in not like that ncc-air boy-girl hybrid who has shorter hair than C, maybe even shorter than mine.
Seems like i am affected by people's emotion around me. I kinda got scared when i accidentally tossed a Prinkles cap at C and her facial expression was an unpleasant one, at least in my perceptions. But i got better when C talked and asked me about maths a day later !!! Wahahah.
Hey, Joel, if you know who is C, please don't say it to anyone, even talking about this matter is FORBIDDEN also. Hmm...
So, what can i do with this infatuation? I guess i can only look. Cos i am eccentric, anti-social, not good in talking and thinking fast enough !!
Alright, enough of this nonsense.
Let's stop this dream, at least for now. Bye then.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless