Aren't I such a Failure?
Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 3:07 PM
Wow i see quite a big jump on the number on my blog counter today. I guess Barrie's blog is popular.
A very big thanks to you all for reading my nonsense in this blog. You decide whether the contents on this blog is fictional or not.
Well, this blog is for me to transfer and upload all my emotions, be it frustrations anger sadness or LOVE, like how conduction works in your physics textbook, since i need this outlet to vent all of them out or else i will go crazy... (More crazy than what i am now...)
Maybe this post will be a bit boring because i feel emo today.
I suppose the title is a rhetorical question.
Today i got a very rare CHANCE to get close to C, yet i can't say anything to her ! Not even a 'hi!' !!! The only thing that i can brace myself to say to her is, "Hey, why are you so worried about your marks that you are pulling the string of ****'s bag?..." Oh damn this reminds of the anime "School Rumble" that Ting Kang introduced to me previously.
And today is such a depressing day. I looked around in class today, i saw many people whispering to many people today. Maybe it is my own illusion but, a few times i saw some of them giving me a quick glance. Of course, there is someone whispering to C too. I kinda felt left out like that for the first time. But never mind, i enjoy the peace and serenity anyway.
Oh I know i shouldn't be saying very obvious things that will expose me here in this public blog but, that 'look-alike picture' that the guys (and girls maybe) were talking about today definitely don't look like that particular someone. There is no beauty, radiance, coolness or the "ohhhh factor" in it at all. He is definitely some shit (i know shit isn't exactly an adjective) guy.
Time for something funny.
Notice that bag in that red circle there? That picture was taken in a bus 88 that KaiSheng and DishEng also took after school today. You know, it was left behind by a group of Whiteley Secondary students after they alighted. I suspect that 'suspicious article' was a bomb. And i had always said 'Whiteley Secondary' is a misnomer, so it is very believable that it was left by some 'terrorist'.
Well, if you don't know why is it a misnomer or why it is a bomb or why is it even funny, ask me in class tomorrow, since i will risk being jailed and fined by the government if i post it on this blog...
Good luck DishEng.
Actually i was quite 'interested' in this guy called Minguan or something like that. I heard his name from the people in 'Sick Nat And Friends' group. So i went to his blog through Barrie's blog links. Well, i still don't know much about him but i know his blog writing is very bad (Or you can say it sucks straws) since he can't write in proper english and i don't want to carry on reading. Hmm, and maybe he is from 5NA because i saw Mr Sim's name (not Joel's) there.
I am not saying my blog is good but, at least i write in proper english so that it is easy to read.
( 'Kinda' and 'Wanna' are considered proper english to me since they are very special words. 'Kinda' is similar to 'Kanda' who carries a sword like me in D. Grayman, and 'Wanna' reminds me of the girl whom i made my first mistake in my school life. Don't ask me about that, since it was in Primary School and i had already forced myself to forget my past...)
32 more days to O levels, means there are less than 24 days (counting non-school days) to be entranced by C's beauty.
Seems like this blog post is also getting very depressing. Oh, I know ! I will post pictures of my handsome face here to spice things up a little !!
The one on the right of the picture wearing the commitment shirt is me. Aren't i cute??
Yes.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
