"I am going to become one with the planet."
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ' 3:06 PM
If you don't know, the dialogue in the title is what Sephiroth in the FF7 rpg likes to say everytime when he meets Cloud. Sephiroth is some crazy guy just like any other villain in rpgs who wanted to destroy the world. But he isn't like any other villain, he is special, he is cool, handsome, crazy and so on...
So, i am going to become Crazy like Sephiroth. Of course there are tonnes of reasons for that.
I always defeated owner-of-diary in A.maths, but i lost to him in another, more major battle, though. I told myself, although not taking it seriously, in the beginning of the first lesson of maths that i will defeat everyone in A.maths. But though i didn't really take it seriously, i still won owner-of-diary. However i wished i could say the same for that "major battle". I was already defeated terribly by him, though he may not mean it or even saw me as a challenge. Yeah, the latter was correct.
I wanted to cry, so to do it logically, i went to watch episode 40 of Gundam SEED and cried my heart out to let out all the emotions. Haha.
You will see me smiling the whole day on Thursday.
(Oh yeah, i guess Yew Hwang also told himself , "I will not ask Wei Boon or Jack-san for questions on moles anymore, i will defeat them." , so in the end he scored a single digit. But that might not be believable i guess, but he did scored a single digit.)
I successfully said a 'hi' to C and she responded. But that was in maths class today when i helped give out the E.maths prelims from other schools. It came out quite naturally, too naturally till i don't even know what i was saying to her or what he said after i saying 'hi' giving her the papers. Maybe it is just my illusion, but maybe her eyes looked like they want to say , "Go away, you pervert." .
Yeah, i think it's my illusion because my senses aren't working well lately. And i failed to save some shots from Yew Hwang, Kaisheng, Gary and Joel during the floorball game today, though i still managed to save quite a few.
And my reputation was destroyed once again. I posted quite harsh comment/s and had generated some enmity. And i had 'jumped to conclusions", oh damn. I thought i would edit it today as soon as i got home so classmates probably will not notice the harsh comment/s.
But i guess someone already tagged on the tagboard. I could not really believe i was flamed as someone who 'did not get my facts right'. So, it makes me wonder ( no, that song sucks) what is actually the fact.
And looks like Sandman wants to cheat on his girl, or make me or his girl jealous, though it is not true. Haha, you might think i have a thing on Sandman? Maybe not, though i think i am becoming more feminine since i brought a PinK bottle to school, worn a pair of purple spectacles, sung GOD DIVA everytime including the opera part when i listen to it through my Sennheiser, and I even thought of wearing a hairband when my hair was long like a few days ago so i can keep it flat. But i didn't really got a chance to see myself wearing a hairband. Oh, the Craziness.
Just leave me be. Oh, Crazy and Crying both begins with the letter 'c'.
"Ato dono kurai cry cry"
"How much longer must I cry cry?"
(oh yeah, kurai sounds like cry when saying it in the japanese way)
Jack-san : I am going to be ONE with the planet ! ( raises my both my hand up in 90 degrees and looks up in the sky)
Cloud : Wait, how do you intend to become one?
Jack-san : I will become ONE with the planet ! ( raises my both my hand up in 90 degrees and looks up in the sky again)
Cloud : Huh?
Jack-san : Die ! ( summons JENOVA )
Cloud : It's Jenova ! Take cover !
*plays the Jenova battle theme*
Jack-san : ( raises my both my hand up in 90 degrees and looks up in the sky once again, and enjoys the music)
Yeah, the battle theme for Jenova was nice and i enjoyed listening to it everytime i battled with Jenova.
"Kowareru kurai cry cry"
"I’m nearly broken, so I cry cry"
I guess i need to change this blog's address again. And i am not giving hints. I am trying to figure out how the girls got the new address. Yeah, sometimes i think too much as if it was an A.maths question, especially when i do the boring E.maths questions also.
So, TingKang Nathaniel Dinie Kaisheng Julian and Barrie, be prepared to guess my new blog address. I will probably change it on Thursday after school. Probably.
Enjoy the music.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless