WATASHI GA MEGAMI~
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ' 4:18 PM
Here's today's title up there. Finally a normal one eh? It means "I'm a goddess" in romanji japanese. It is from a song called 'Ankoku Tengoku' by Ali Project. Go listen at
Imeem. It's nice.
You need patience to fully and truly enjoy the song. So, don't close the browser at the beginning when you thought the song was weird and is only for maniacs.
Oh, and please don't stop the music in this blog that i had embedded at the side immediately just because you are scared or shocked by the first loud beat of the song (Seishoujo Ryouiki). I did 'experiments' before. My classmates changed the song immediately when they thought the song was soft and brought it close to their ears.
The song is also by Ali Project and of course, it is nice too.
I kinda got VERY high today and i feel like screaming the title. Particularly because of the oven-liked temperature everywhere. I kind of like got sweaty palms and once in a while the sweaty palms will give me an alternative kind of adrenaline and i feel i am bursting with energy so i would feel i can run very fast to compete with Muslim friends (Don't get it? Try thinking harder. What festival is coming?).
Hmm, maybe it explains why i talk alot today. By my definition of alot, it means having more than 4 conversations a day. You think it's too less? Yeah, everytime i want to have a serious conversation with someone i always cannot think of what to talk about or what to reply back to carry on the conversation, so i would seem to be a boring guy. (Understand TING KANG?) Surprisingly i got a 'D' for my Chinese O level oral.
But the more important thing is, the 'extra' conversations i had is about this blog. Seems like classmates, or people in general, likes new things eh? No. Maybe there is sort of a 'love life' section in this blog so people would want to know more.
Same concept for those celebrities. The media would keep reporting on celebrities' love life, regardless if true or fabricated, so more people will tune in to their media because people kind of like it.
Ok, back to my one-sided 'love life'. Seems like i am going to be exposed by SOMEONE. Well, i could just deny.
But oh no, what if C knows about this? Calamity will befall ( I used to associate 'calm' with 'calamity' since they sound almost the same).
I don't want to stop looking into her eyes, i don't want to stop hearing her laughter.
But hey, i got the feeling that she is getting a bit suspicious because when i am daydreaming in class today, i sort of like turn to her direction and then i saw her looking into my direction with those eyes that i had never seen before, before turning back quickly. Those eyes were kind of like, showed disgust, wary, shock or curiosity, I don't know.
OH NO DID SHE THINK I AM SOME PERVERTED STALKER??? Likely.
Seems like C went to eat with the "usual" group of people today. Then SOMEONE asked why i didn't try to go with them. The answer is ( not was, there is alot of difference since i didn't tell SOMEONE when she/he asked) , i couldn't blend with them so i would seem awkward and boring. Moreover, my motive will be questioned since i suddenly asked them about it.
Damn it means i cannot really 'get to know' C properly. But still, i am satisfied with things now already.
C is the only one that stops me from becoming insane !! (Oh my goodness, i can't believe i can say this sentence out)
Oh yeah, i remembered. Ting Kang said he found this blog before i revealed this blog's address in Barrie's blog. He found it by searching his own name in the 'Google Search Blogs'. I wanna cry out 'LAME'. Is he so , er, lame that he would search his own name in blogs? Well i guess he is lucky. And oops he is one of the viewers of this blog.
I watched "The Noose" yesterday. You know, you actually need to understand the joke for it to be funny. Like the Oppogen and Actiongen (or something like that) war in the first part, i thought it was something related to politics but i couldn't figure out why. Till my brother said they are making fun of the government. Actiongen stands for the people Action party then the oppogen obviously is the opposition.
That was the funny part. Whiter than white, the pap's uniform is also white. And then you see got one old guy looking sickly, he represents the MM. Then got one guy said, 'My father's formula has been here for ages.", he is the PM and his father would of course be the MM.
It was so funny that i couldn't sleep the whole night. Yes, i love comedys but i don't why the 'professional' personality test ( the D.I.S.C. test) says i would enjoy love stories. So far i have never enjoyed any of MediaCorps' drama serials, in fact i feel like smashing the television screen everytime i watch their cliche drama serials.
Oh, and for our information, I have the 'C' personality for the D.I.S.C. test. C stands for calculative. And the test also shows that i would get even a higher level of calculativeness when i am pressured and i mostly likely won't change this personality. If you don't believe you can ask the BB guys like DICKSON !!!
Oh wait, did i just say 'C'?? Oh this is fate...
Haha.
ARGH!! Pre-Lim (you know why LIM Wei Boon is top in class and second in level) RESULTS!
Well, i proved myself wrong that i am a non-human. I surprisingly scored 33/50 for my Social Studies. But then though i didn't fail the combined humanities, i still got a C5. '5' is not a good number, but 'C' is definitely my favourite letter though.
You might be thinking this post was quite boring to read. Yeah, i expanded almost all my energy in school today due to my 'hyperactivity' in the hot weather, so all i think about now is C.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
