A C Fan Wannabe !!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ' 8:50 AM
No the title isn't refering to an electric fan connected with an A.C. circuit.
But it is refering to a desire to be a great fan of C.
. . .
Oh, yeah, with regards to yesterday's emo post, i removed the emo part so as not to give the wrong idea that i may murder someone eventually. So, if you didn't read yesterday's post on yesterday, too bad.
And yes, my victory, my reward, my prize. I GOT THE PICTURE FROM DINIE already ! It was a long wait.
But first, i need to dedicate a section for Dinie.
"Dinie, thanks for supporting me all the way. You had not given up on me but instead continue to encourage me to take the first step to be a Crazy guy. And then also, another big thanks to you for accommodating me, and not complaining about my quite persistent enquiry. ( at least in your sms to me.) Lol."
"Itsumo sumimasen."
Hmm i don't know whether i should upload it on the blog, but of course faces will be censored !!
I CLOSELY observed every nook and crany in THAT photo. Dinie told me before that C thinks she was leaning away from me in THAT photo. Now, i had to agree. Is this some psychological effect? BECAUSE I, AFTER ALL AM SOME SCARY GUY.
Well, I wouldn't know.
Then i zoom in abit ( zoom alot, like 800% to be exact), and i saw something shiny in the corner of her eye. Oh is that tears?
Maybe.
Then at the top right hand corner of THAT picture, there is this group of people ( from 4/4 maybe?) looking in my ( i wouldn't want to say our) or the direction where the camera is. Hmm, i wonder what they are thinking.
Nonetheless, when i saw THAT photo i got the usual reaction, though not as intense, as i had whenever i saw C in real every time.
( Intense as in literally droping dead when she is in sight, and then smashing my head on the table when she is wearing that pair of black spectacles. I need some life support machine everytime. )
Yes, "makes my heart melt" is a good one.
However, i cannot refer to what i had been doing as "stalking". Stalking would mainly need to follow C everywhere. But, it seems like an impossible task for me to accomplish. I need to have Commitment ! Ok i am gonna sneak in school and take down that Commitment banner in the school parade square.
Muwaha, haha, haahahahahahahaha.
Yes, i was laughing to myself, seems like it has already become my habit already. So, everytime i think about such things, or Joel, i would smile widely, and gradually laugh out loud in that above evil manner.
LOL.
Derangement is a good word to describe me. And THAT photo is gonna be a wallpaper in both my creative Zen and the ( or tk's to be exact) phone.
Currently, i had not taken any photos of myself yet for today's post, since i immediately switched on the computer when i woke up in the morning.
Till then.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
