C on fusion
Thursday, October 16, 2008 ' 4:15 PM
TO GUOHAO !!! : It's true, split personality... But anyway it's fun to be another person once in a while ( or in this case, frequently! ).
And this skin is girly meh? I call it "Act-cute" skin. Oh wait, are they the same? Lol.
And also as for who C is, it will be a secret, or at least not revealed in the blog, so go look for hints !!! Good luck !!
And, as for the one on your blog's tagboard : Actually the farewell not exactly like a farewell, because we still can see each other mah. The real Farewell is when the O level last paper.
Hmm, as for how BB is, i think it will be ok lah, we will pin our hope on those 10 recruits and hope they become man real soon before next year's recruitment.
And finally, as for how i am now, currently i am stressed out, not by O levels though, but by how to confess to my crush instead !! Ya you see i stressed until i got split personality.
Ah and my nose just bleed, including THAT big pimple there. Maybe i think too much already? Then my tissue was so full of blood, i thought i would take a picture of that, but then i didn't because it is gruesome.
That stupid O level Science practical was today. It was like cheating me because they never put the "Very Dilute Iodine" solution in my basket, so i didn't know and didn't SEE that there was a "Very Dilute Iodine" solution" to be used, and i thought i would just use the normal iodine solution for all the parts of the Question 2.
ARGH 2 marks gone.
Then my drawing sucks too. ( If i know how to draw well, i would have sketch different portraits of C everyday)
ARGH 3 marks gone.
Then i think i accidentally dripped iodine solution in the boiling tube outside the dialysis tubing which was supposed to be only inside the dialysis tubing for part (b) i think.
ARGH dunno how many marks gone.
Then i put my percentage error for my Question 1 as a negative percentage, which won't exist in the first place.
ARGH 1 mark gone.
Well, i planned to not depend on Practical marks to pull up my Science grade.
But then there seems to be some problem depending on theory because although the things in Bio text and notes are very familiar, i have some trouble applying it in answering questions as i had to spend quite some time thinking.
Alright enough of this. Time to brood about what happened after that.
Went to Long JohnS to have lunch together with classmates and overspent my allowance in the process.
Julian Tingkang and I had to wait outside the LJs for seats.
Julian !!! I don't exactly know what he was talking about the whole time while waiting for seats outside LJs. I know something about dancing there so that people will come out of Ljs to watch, and then we will have seats.
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What i ordered !! Alright i was kidding. That was just paper.
And i chose quite the wrong seat to sit as there was this girl sitting quite unglamly with her skirt... I wouldn't want to elaborate.
After the meal the group seperated. I went to the bus stop opposite with Kai sheng and Di sheng ( no, they are not brothers ).
Oh and then they were into "Alienation" where i was given the status of a "stranger".
Disheng said " EH, who is that calling my name ah. A stranger?"
Well, this is the kind of thing that i hate most. And i don't know whether they are being serious or not.
But, the timing isn't so bad. My mouth was aching after all that crunching of the crispy food from LJs.
Unfortunately, i didn't have the chance to sort things out with them in bus as i had to run an errand for my Catholic High acquaintance.
However, i wouldn't say that the "Alienation" thingy i mentioned before have no effect on me. They made me think about life, about what i cannot achieve and why, about whether pure determination is enough, about whether i am the only one who cannot achieve it, about whether other people's perception on me have anything to do with it, about what can i do now to salvage this situation, or should i develop other things to cover this weakness.
Oh man as i keep thinking, more negative thoughts came to my mind.
I need to purge them now.
Alright !! Now, it's time to think about C !!! And i hope my nose won't bleed again...
Back to the O level practical today, i find myself having little time to finish everything. Most probably because i was too absorbed in watching C's graceful mannerism in conducting the Bio and Physics experiments.
Oh ~ C !
Oh and, is it me or is C holding on to her phone most of the time? I guess it's just me.
And that holds a lot of meaning for me to interpret, or guess, since i won't be able to know anyway.
Oh yeah, Dinie and Barrie told me that they are taking the COMMITMENT banner in the school parade square down and giving it to me as my birthday present.
(My birthday is still far away, and i am still FIFTEEN)
I have to agree with Barrie, he said, " Who cares. We are graduating already. "
I gotta stop posting now, i'll have to clear the Confusion ( look at the title ) in my mind about some egoistic stuff.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
