Kaisheng is back to teasing people again. And his target this time is me.

At the school bus stop there after the Physics paper today, Kaisheng told someone significant ( yes some important figure in the class ), " EH Jack-san got something to ask you.."

Then i was stumped as i didn't really know what to say. Then Kaisheng continued and say, " He looking for someone ah." ( the tone of the word "someone" is being emphasized by Kaisheng, so you can tell what he is trying to say )

Damn him. Grr ! I am angry !

But then i got really more angry when Kaisheng said to me , " EH you actually don't like C loh, is you want gain fame only loh."


How could he say that?

Why do i need fame? I don't need fame. And how can having a crush on C can ever give me fame? Is he trying to doubt my integrity by saying all that? Did he mean it and did not say it just to tease? Is he trying to say that i blog all this because my job is being a "Freelance Blogger"? What is he trying to hint at? Hint at all this while i am behaving like NATO ( No Action Talk Only ) ? Hint at me not trying hard enough to stick close to C's group or at least stay close around them? Is there some discussion around that i don't know about? Or is he simply saying that i am an attention seeker? What can i tell from Kaisheng's facial expression? Is he showing something? Is he lying?

Whew, that was one hell of questions. I was thinking about all that and staying silent during the whole bus ride with Disheng, and also Kaisheng.



Alright, alright, i should stop thinking now.






Alright, let me write down and share some ideas with you guys on what i can do now.


Can i be more gungho and purposely join whoever is with C and try to do something?? But do what? And talk about what? And is my face thick enough to disregard their facial expression which shows : " EH why this crazy guy suddenly pop up in front of us ah... "

Ok, that was quite a bad idea.

Or can i just check where C is and then purposely walk past there and wave like some crazy idiot at C? But she could just ignore me, be it unwittingly or not, and i will be more malu. And plus, i remember making a stupid blunder many months ago when i tried to say a simple "Hi !" to C.

So, that was also a bad idea.

NOOOO !!! AH ! Dinie it's all your fault ! Alright, just kidding.



Ok, i think the only option left for me is to cry like hell at the end of the last O level paper and writhing in self-pity that i couldn't or daren't do anything.


Anyway, i think Kaisheng is trying to encourage me. So, i guess i won't be angry about it. Also, i am not some petty bastard. Hey wait, i guess i am a bit petty, because i deleted something from my blog ( not posts or tags ) . If you are observant, you might find the missing link. Lol.
But that's just something minor...




This noon before the Physics paper i was studying with Qiyuan in the canteen.
He asked me what is the SI unit for temperature.
I replied that it's "K , Kelvin".

Then Qiyuan said, " LOL EH don't write a "C" there ah."

I wondered if Qiyuan knows about all this. He is quite smart and likes to put this "smartness" into what he says, and putting hidden meanings there in the process.

But then later he covered up and said ," C for Calvin."
So, it's quite hard to guess what he is thinking.




Oh ~ C !

I saw C as i walked up to the hall. But i wasn't mentally prepared !!!!
I thought i would see her somewhere outside the hall. Then i find myself wobbling and i had to turn back to the canteen to sit down and catch a breather.

"Oh no what if C saw me spotting her and then turning back after that!?" i thought to myself.

Oh shit oh shit what is she going to think about?? AH!! I made another stupid blunder !!


I feel like screaming now. But it's a bit too bad that i still cannot figure out how to embbed the IMEEM music playlist anywhere in my blog.
But i guess i could stare at C's picture now.
( Now i realised how Vanessa felt when she was staring at some actor called QiYu Wu's picture in the past. )


Hmm, i wonder if i should print C's picture out and insert it into my wallet also.

But when i look at my wallet, i changed my mind.

Here's how my wallet looks like :













The wallet has at least 4 years of history. And i thought of changing one soon.


But anyway, C's picture is already in my shrine dedicated for her already, so it isn't so urgent to get a new wallet.

LOL.

Alright i am kidding i am kidding. Having a shrine is just too extreme and i might be qualified to live in the Institute of Mental Health a.k.a. the Mental hospital if i ever built a shrine for C. Oh and the scary thing is, the Mental Hospital is just a couple of minutes of walk away from where i live...

But right now i plan to print giga size posters of C and paste it all around my room. That isn't so extreme right?




Now it's time to think about C and not contemplate too much on what Kaisheng's intentions are.

Yay !







Oh, before i end, i hope TingKang gets the correct idea on why i say 'Luffy' ( Luffy is a classmate... ) is one lucky girl... Lol. It's not about her recent posts. And i guess we can't find the exact date of the posts i was talking about anymore.

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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