I KNOW LIAO
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ' 9:01 AM
Oh my goodness, just look at this blog skin that this blog has now. This is definitely one of a kind, and the picture of the girl changes periodically too ! But its limitations is that i can't put the music playlist anywhere for it not to stop when you click another section of the blog. And i am also not sure if the visitor counter up there will work or not.
Oh ~ C ! Tomorrow is Physics and i can get to see C finally after 4 days !! And i don't know what Dinie, who seems to have some secret against me, will plan to do tomorrow.
Hey, you know what? I ... I kinda ... lost the passion to blog about anything today. I don't know what's wrong with me today. Yes, and i succumbed to my own desire to know and analyse everything. Go see my earlier posts to see what evils i had succumbed to.
Meanwhile, it's time to do some soul-searching and take a walk to Hougang Mall.
Now at 9.36am : I think i understand what's happening already. But i am not going to change my way and attitude. I am going to continue what i have been doing so far, regardless of how meaningless it has been and how ignorant i am. I am going to live up to my spirit of "Pretend i never SEE, Pretend i never KNOW, Pretend i never REMEMBER" . Yes, self-deception is key.
Now at 9.51am : OH SHIT ! I just commited a sin again. ARGH !! I went to friendster... and... and... went to search for... for... AH !!! Now what had i done... .
Now at 10.11am : I think i got further into why i am feeling like this now. My mind is subconsciously telling me not to be like the NATO troops. Go search Google if you don't know what's NATO.
To me, NATO means No Action Talk Only. And this reflects my situation very well. I need to do something already, but i ... i just don't know what is it...
Now at 11.33am : And now it's back to randomly go to classmates' blogs to have a look look see see. And, i must say "Oh My Goodness", i chanced upon 'Rainie Yang' 's blog. And yes, 'Rainie Yang' is a classmate. I think Gary Chew is the only one who knows who 'Rainie Yang' is, because, er, i told him?
Back to 'Rainie Yang' 's blog. It is like, a treasure trove? I screamed "WOW" when i saw what's in there. But i wonder if i am being too much if i go and "grab" all of "them".
Yes, i think it will be too much. I need to exercise some self-control.
So, try and guess who 'Rainie Yang' is if you want to understand what i had just written in this paragraph.
But wait, before i end this paragraph, i thought i saw my BB senior in PinK shirt in one of the photos there.
Now at 11.49am ( yeah sorry for posting in bits and pieces, because my mind and heart is in bit and pieces, and the blog posts reflects what feelings i have at the time when i am posting)
: I just realised 'Luffy' is one lucky girl. Go ask TingKang who 'Luffy' is and read her blog.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless