MAJOR EDIT AT 9.59pm : A fresh new skin ! Yay ! Kinda kawaii neh. But the thing is, i can't put the IMEEM music playlist anyway for it to auto-play. So i decided to put the playlist on every 10th post.
But, it isn't working. Damn.
EDIT AT 6.05pm : Yeah i know there are searches for "Namida by 2Backka" and brought people to my blog. So, i extracted it from the anime and turned it to mp3. Aren't i great?
I am so glad i can post some Crap today because my brother went out.
First, look at those SINful donuts from Donut Empire :
They are SINful because, they are well, fattening. I tried out one of them, and my gosh, cream overflows and squirts out from inside the donut, in addition to the thick chocolate cream on top.
The reason why i stayed away from eating them when Mrs. Chung treated us to those donuts as a farewell gift is because my rubber band on my braces on my teeth will snap if i open my mouth too big to bite those donuts. But i guess it's worth snapping one of the rubber bands and swallowing them accidentally to taste the cream. Relax, i won't die if i swallow too much of the rubber bands since they are not made from China, but instead they are made in Mexico.
(IF THEY WERE to be from China, i would shun it immediately as i risk dying from some chemical poisoning if i accidentally swallow them, so i wouldn't want them in my mouth.)
And surprisingly, i even dreamt of eating donuts after i ate them at Saturday night. But that dream developed unexpectedly into something much terrible, as if it turned into a nightmare already. And yes it is true and i am not making things up !
The dream is as follows :
Suddenly i see myself standing together with Pin Liang, Dickson, Joel , Calvin and Patricia. We seem to be in a shopping mall, and in a large balcony on the top floor with transparent glass windows, and near a stall selling donuts. I was holding a donut. Pin Liang then asked me ," EH donut nice meh? Gimme try one. "
Then, Joel suddenly point to a direction and said, " Hey isn't that C? "
I looked to where he was pointing... And, i saw... C, with a guy that looks like a taller version of John Ray ( the guy who played a guitar for the "AMKsians' got Talent" thingy ) . And, they were holding hands. I was shocked ( as in "I" ,the one dreaming on bed ) . Then, in the dream i asked Patricia to slap my right cheek . I think "I", as in the one in the dream, want to check if "I" ,as in the one in the dream, was dreaming or not. Sounds a bit ironical.
But the thing is, when Patricia slapped my right cheek, I, as in the one dreaming on bed, can really feel the pain. Then I asked Patricia to slap my left cheek. And i felt the pain on my left cheek too.
Then the dream, or rather nightmare, ended abruptly there, just like all other dreams and nightmares i had before.
"Did i really slap myself unconciously during that nightmare?" , i thought to myself as i sat up on my bed from 3am till morning. Later i couldn't fall alseep, so i spent time thinking about that nightmare, because strange enough, most of what i had dreamt before seemed to have come true, regardless of how many years later it took to materialise.
What is the message that the nightmare is trying to show? Is there some angel or celestial being that is trying to hint at me at something imminent about the Goddess that i had referred to all this time?
Should i now start to think of what kind of initiatives i should and must take so that that nightmare will not materialise...
But then, i need more Courage, even more than what was needed to ask her to take a photo with me during the Farewell assembly. Because... I am not Joel, though my name also starts with a "J". ( Alright i am just joking , Joel. )
But given my present situation, it is almost impossible. Determination just isn't enough. Yew Hwang , the wise sage, once told me before that, " EH, Jack-san, life is going to be hard for you, you must buck up and try very, very hard ah. You see her friendster you know already - got a lot of "friends". She is a very prominent figure, you see." Then he continued and said ," Got one guy once tried to "steal her heart", but he failed."
Oh my goodness.
Ok, it's time to start planning. But, unfortunately, my days are numbered.
Now, i am very afraid to go any shopping malls lest that nightmare came true. But, still, i went to Hougang Mall to waste time, and also some money ( $4.90 , damn i bought the 3.5mm connecter and hoped that i can play my music from my Zen on my ancient radio set, but it failed ) , because i couldn't study anything as i kept thinking about that nightmare all day.
Then while walking past the "Chamelon" store, i saw this cute pink hairband there. Yeah, i know i am not a girl. But i still went into the store and have a closer look at it. Wow, only cost 5 bucks. I even thought of buying one, but then i think it wouldn't fit my big head. And i can also imagine the disgusted look that the cashier might give when i brought that cute pink hairband to the counter there.
Right. Let's.. let's just.. just carry on.
Hey isn't that cute?? I am referring to the teddy there.
I finally tuned in to Okto, when i finally saw the "install" button right at the top of the tv. And then i saw their advertisement about their own programmes that states : "Be the first outside Japan to watch the newest anime episodes" . Or something like that.
Huh !! Be the first?? Oh come on give me a break. Okto thinks the internet doesn't exist. Okto doesn't know that we can watch better subbed, uncut, no commercial breaks in between, and most importantly, being uploaded much ealier on video streaming websites as compared to watching it on Okto.
The reason why i watched the anime episodes on Okto or Arts Central again after i watched the online video streams is because i support anime. Since Okto or Arts Central buys the anime series from Japan anime production companies, me watching them on Okto or Arts Central would indirectly be "giving viewership" to the Japan anime production companies, and ultimately, supporting anime.
And i got kinda pissed off before when Arts Central cut off some parts of the episodes from animes like Shakugan no Shana first season.
Right now, i am very worried about my Social Studies, it is already becoming something unfamiliar already, and is going to be much harder that Geography.
But right now, i am more worried about my present situation and prediCament, with regards to C. And i hope i won't succumb to my own temptation and curiosity and go to you-know-who's blog. =.=
Lol. ( Alright no offence, to "you-know-who" if you know who that you-know-who is referring to you.)
Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.
PROFILE
Ayayayaya ~
Touhou Fan.
Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music
(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)
("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")
Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there
Watches Japanese anime
Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that
Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so