dilettante
Thursday, October 2, 2008 ' 4:53 PM
This is what i have been doing in class the whole day, but luckily, no one seemed to have noticed. So, this is how it feels like to have mental illness. Damn, i grinned so much that my rubber band on my braces snapped.
And so, STAY AWAY FROM ME !! I WILL BITE YOU !! AND I WON'T BITE LIKE GARY EITHER! because he chews.
Oops, better not let him know about this. . . Oh Hi Chew !
Oh yeah, i posted on Tuesday that i will change this blog's address right? Actually, i thought of using some sort of reverse psychology again. People thought the address will not be the same, so they will avoid typing this address. Thus, they can't find it !
Muwahahaha. Looks fun.
But hey, i know there are people who will nevertheless try all things, which include typing the 'old' address first to see if i was lying. So it isn't fun. :(
AND, it looks like everyone knows this blog's existence already. You can't really trust classmates to keep mum about this, though i emphasized a month ago in this blog that those who knew have to keep it a secret.
THEREFORE, there is no need to hold back in my posts now ! But then, i will still not use real names or reveal them.
Because... "All characters are fictional, if there is any resemblance, living or dead, is purely coincidental and not intentional."
I thought of removing the tagboard recently. Because there won't be anyone tagging it frequently. The reason why they tag is because they are the 1st, 2nd or 4th tagger. This freshness will not stay long. I should expect no one to tag the tagboard in a few days' time. So, guys, prove me wrong !
(Actually, that was attempt to see if i could make the daily increase in the blog counter tally with the number of tags.)
Back to the topic on me grinning the whole day at the back of the class, maybe i subconsciously wanted to overcome my own fear of failure, so i smiled to calm my self down whenever i thought of the word "foyer" or "lunch".
Aww.. That's nonsense. But it is true that i smiled at every word the members in "Sick Nat and Company" said. ( Vanessa is included in it too, with her very "random" questions that she directed to Nat everytime)
Today i tried to avoid eye contact with or to look at C . Though it was quite successful, i am feeling the after-effects now. You know, like the radiation in Nagasaki and Hiroshima after some fat guy and little kid dropped the H-bomb there. ( But i support the resolution to end WW2 with H-bombs. )
I couldn't bear to eat the turkey that was taken out of the freezer. If you don't know what i mean, it simply means i am having withdrawal symptoms.
ARGH !! Me screams ,"Wartortle, use Withdraw !"
I have the urge to listen to "extreme" songs to numb myself, like the "Jinsei Himi Raisan" song you see many posts ago. I think i also need to think of more adjectives to describe C, partly because it can improve my language by a bit? 婷婷玉立 is an excellent phrase.
Oh yeah, i have the class photo right? Great, it is enough already, though i only have the fun one because i messed up my facial expressions in other 3 photos. I was controling my sneeze back then, so don't ponder why is my face like that on the photo.
(I am gonna specially dedicate this column for Vanessa here. She commented, if i heard it correctly, that FF7 is touching love story. Yes, i agree. FF7 (the main game, not Crisis core or the sequel movie) is indeed one of the very few games that made me go emotional and cry. I replayed the part where Sephiroth stabbed Aeris from above at the Forbidden City many times. The music, which was Aeris' theme song, set the right mood for the scene. Even the battle with JENOVA.LIFE carried on playing Aeris' theme song. The ending animation was also sastifying with Aeris appearing again. And so on and so forth. The only thing that bugs me is that Cloud gets to stay with Tifa and not Aeris. Cloud and Aeris are a perfect match!!)
Before i forget, i heard those guys ( and gals) saying about getting ugly-hair a birthday present for her approaching birthday. I don't quite care, but i guess i have the desire to make a prank by adding meaning to my present.
A mask and a wig is a good choice. They say you buy Chanel to block the odour, so a mask and a wig can . . .?
Hmm, a Hollow mask?
Oh ~ Just let me be emo. I haven't seen C's smile eyes face hair shoe collar badge for 2 school days already, to be exact.
I guess i could buy a stalk of flower and be a stalker. Haha.
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
