Lalalala lalalalala ~
Thursday, October 30, 2008 ' 1:26 PM
Lalalala lalalalala ~ first post at 1pmChanged another new blog skin ! But hey, i am not being fickle-minded here. I changed because my eyes got tired when i saw those striking things moving about in the previous blog skin. And i don't know how to embed the music there.
However i can't deny that the previous skin is cool. It is damn innovative, especially the girl... Alright but it isn't as nice as C... And i am being abstract...
This new skin now is quite simple, but there is no title in each post. Titles are very important and i cannot leave it out, so i planned to bold the titles on the top of every posts in future like the one you see on top.
You will understand why the title is so when you hear the first song now. ( Now = 30 OCT 2008)
I think my morale to take the O level paper is the worst today among all the days before. I met Calvin on my way up the hall this morning before the E.maths paper 2. I waved at him and screamed "Hi !" . But he ignored me, and didn't even bothered to look at me and went past me to go to the CANTEEN. What The.
And you know my habit, i kept thinking about why did he do that.
Unfortunately i still can't figure out why he do that when it is time to take the damned E.maths paper 2 today, which means i won't have the heart to do the paper.
I think i am going to do badly for E.maths.
Oh my goodness Calvin has more power than Dinie?
Yeah, Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin. Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin. Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.Calvin.
Ok, it's time to ANALYSE !!
Does what he did have something to do with the letter "C"?
MAYBE not, yeah maybe.
Oh, is he also trying to " Pretend he never SEE?"
Wah if so, then it is starting to get dangerous already. Very dangerous.
Ok enough already. I want to smile.
But i think i can't, because i thought of what had happened on my way to eat Colonel up ( which simply means go eat KFC ) together with DinKaiDishAdilBarr ( basically means a group of classmates) .
On that strecth of road at the Petrol Station there, i saw C ! And she's right in front ! ( like 10 metres or so )
I thought of what i blogged yesterday and i decided to fly to in front of her and wave at her before jumping back to where the guys are.
But then the "Discouragement level" increased a little when the guys are shouting her name out and she didn't turn back and look.
"Did she heard them and chose not to bother?" was one of the main concern, though i am not sure myself.
After that, Kaisheng and Disheng ran quickly in front. I thought of following suit too.
But then i recalled what happened this morning, that gave me the impression that generally people would ignore crazy mad idiotic ( c.m.i.) people who waved at them frantically. Which makes the "Discouragement level" fill to the brim.
SO, i didn't take the opportunity to at least say a "Hi !" to C !!
When i realised it, it was too late. She turned left and disappeared.
That's why, i can't smile now, even when i think of Joel...
In fact, i am smashing tables and chairs now to mark my yet another failure to Conquer over myself. I guess i will change tomorrow.
Ok guys, remind me not take the bus at the school bus stop but instead, to walk the same path to the T-junction and then reach the second bus stop and pray hard that i will meet C again.
But something tells me that she won't be there.
Lol. ( Oh, i laughed? )
I think i won't be taking any pictures of myself for this post, because i can't find the inspiration to do any pose or theme. Unless you want me to Copy C's poses from the photos and pictures that i have "leeched" ( as how Disheng had phrased it in today's bus ride ) .
But i will do it only when there are requests. A.K.A. THE TAGBOARD !!
Lol i am just kidding, you are not obliged to do so, because i am not some professional poser or some " Great Whore ( pronounced as "wall" ) " ( of CHINA !! muwahahahaha ) ...
And i just realised i laughed when i went to have a look at Luffy's blog. Hmm, intriguing.
And i just realised i owe Dinie money when i asked him to help me order shrooms burger, popCorn ChiCken, Cheese fries, PepC, and Chilli sauce while eating Colonel up today.
I thought those guys will go eat pepper lunCh or something, and i thought i will at least meet Joel there, but they chose to eat Colonel up instead...
And i just realised tomorrow is BIOLOGY paper !!! Gonna be tough, but i think Social Studies will be much harder. Time to stare at the textbook now... But i feel kinda sleepy now, because recently i got insomnia as my mind was filled with C ( nothing adult ) and worrying about some stuffs.
Hmm, let's see...
Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless
