MAJOR EDIT AT 12.39pm : OH CHIT ! I just realised tomorrow is Sunday, and Monday is Deepavali , and Tuesday has no paper ( or History paper to be exact) !! I will not get to see C for like, 4 straight days ! And i wonder how do i spend my Deepavali at home since i won't get to use the computer as my brother don't have to got to work.


EDIT AT 10.46am : Oh yeah, go have a look at the "Freebies" part of the blog, oh and also the "thatgurl" part too.




TO TINGKANG ! : Really ah, but then why Dinie don't just say what you said there? Aiya but then, i think i could get a similar dictionary... and then do something with it...





Yes, it's back to overkill again.

I got to play TingKang's psp yesterday. And his chibi bleach game is addictive, a Megaman X style and also has the Final fantasy 10 thingy ( the character map colour menu). But then it is in japanese, so its too bad that i don't really know whats happening. The only thing i knew is the word "Overkill". ( Hence the title )


Which makes me wanna buy a psp too to reward myself after the O levels. ( I have the habit of splurging on a luxury item that i can afford for myself after every exams )
But then, isn't it too late to buy a psp now? Or maybe i should just buy a 5.1 surround speaker that can connect to mp3 players and blast myself to death in a volume much louder and lethal than Mdm. Chong's so that i can escape from the hurtful reality, the reality about C.













And all that happened in 4/3 classroom during the long break before the A.maths paper.
And then somehow some sec 4 guy's ( he is a Malay ) report book landed on near the dustbin there. The cleaner auntie ( the abit siao siao long hair one who keeps talking to herself) came to the class and saw the report book.

"Wah this guy the results so lousy, no wonder throw the report book away."

then later she continued , " Wah this guy don't like the principal and want to change school."


That was quite funny.

But a bit later , when only some 4/3 guys are left in the classroom, the cleaner auntie carried on and said, " Better throw away ah, we Chinese look out for each other..."

That was what i called funny. She was so racist till i cannot take it.






Alright, on to pictures of myself :




HAHA.

That picture was taken when i was half-awake, so pardon my not-so-satisfactory facial expression.
I thought of trying new pose other than my "twist" pose, so i thought of this pose immediately. Guess what, i was once "shot" to death instantly when C did it when she posed for pictures...







I remembered someone told me that in the tagboard of you-know-who's blog has 15 of you-do-not-want-to-know-who 's tags out of 20 tags in a short span of 7 days.

Yes, i definitely should and must stop going to you-know-who's blog already, if i want to escape from reality and stop overkilling myself literally.

And no, it isn't Joel's blog. Yes i am serious ! Ask me in person and i will tell you, but it doesn't apply to TingKang. Lol.


Sometimes, i ask myself, if i should really go ask C directly myself, and have my unCertainty and inseCurity that shrouded me Cleared, and then i could live happily ever after, regardless of what will C's reply or intention are going to be.




Now, if you just leave me be and let me be sad, and possibly not "overkill" myself.
Lol.

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Ceteris Paribus
Coffee
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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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