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Doko made mo

Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ' 8:50 AM

Doko Made mo first post at 8.52am

I realised i didn't blog yesterday and on Saturday too. I guess i can say it's a 5 day work week and also i am entitled to sick leaves right? Ok the truth is simple, i can't use the computer with internet access, so i can't blog. There are tonnes of things i wanted to say, but i think i had forgotten them already.

Let's see, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday and finally Monday...
Oh my GOSHC there are 7 days before i can see C in real again!!! What should i do what should i do? And the last paper is approaching too. I think i will have to resort to staring with fixed gaze at C on Monday, which is the MCQs, to store the image of C forever in my mind, even if it gives people a very wrong impression. I guess that's all i can do. I can't break my own psychological and emotional barrier and pick up the weapon called "Initiative".

I'm such a waste. I guess Thomman was right to say that.

Speaking of wednesday, it will be my greatest test ever, the Chinese paper. I know it sounds too absurd but, B3 is too unacceptable for me to get for the Chinese paper in June. I still can't get over it. But i also still don't even know how to get a distinction for certain for the Chinese paper ; i have no idea how to write a Chinese narrative essay. It isn't as easy as writing an English one. Moreover i have to pray hard that the newspaper report for the Chinese essay is about something that is within my abilities to write about. Now i have to agree that English is so much easier than Chinese.

And speaking of wednesday, i think i won't have any motivation to even step into the school... C isn't retaking the Chinese paper. But the fact that she isn't retaking it means she got a distinction. So it means i have to try again.

Drowsiness is one evil that i have to defeat. I have this feeling that sleeping early is quite a waste of time. I can still do many things if i don't sleep, like watching Tatsuki-chan's smile from Bleach anime. ( i watched Bleach from the start again, and Tatsuki-chan is my fav though she is sort of a supporting character. I like her smile. )
I tried dumping cans of Coffee into my body, but i can't seem to concentrate to do stuffs like reading the model Chinese essays from the "Orange book" a.k.a. the Bible. And unfortunately the Caffeine seems to only work when i am sleeping, i am still conscious even at 4am.
So, i spent time gazing at C, through my phone. AH !!!

Oh, and this is the Bible i am referring to :

Oh, and i had already decided which JC i wanted to go already. I want to go Catholic JC !!!! The reason is simple. It's CJC right? There's a C, a J then another C. And classmates have lifted my spirits a little by coming up with phrases that fits CJC...
But then there isn't a CCA there that interests me. At least Innova has a Cheerleading society if i am not wrong. And the CCAs at CJC are strange too. What The heck is this "Legion of Mary"?? Oh well, i guess plans for that can be made much later after the O results are released after i cried my eyes dry while waiting during the holidays for that day to come to finally see C again.

This paragraph is dedicated to Dinie, and probably Disheng too, regarding something secret ( maybe not so on second thought ) that happened yesterday before the Social Studies paper, but i am not sure if they are even looking at this now. I just want to say , "THAT'S JUST ZOOMING ON THE NAME TAG ! THE NAME TAG ONLY ! So don't think otherwise please !!"

Well, that's a load off my mind now, and i am not going to talk about it here. YAY.

So maybe i will say about other things that happen yesterday before the Social Studies paper a.k.a the Hardest Paper where i wasted some time together with the guys from 4/3 outside the staff room again.
There was this girl in red pe-shirt sitting with an unknown teacher 2 tables away from us. The important subject here is the girl in red pe-shirt. Her facial features seems to be so prominent that i can't seem to look away. I wonder if she was someone familiar. Or maybe is it because of her hair ( her hair was short, and maybe seductive? ) ?
Adil seems to understand what was on my mind. Lol. He even told me to "stop staring".
And then there was a discussion among KaiDinDishAdil ( basically means a group of classmates) about that girl there. Even they also say that she looks quite familiar.
Till now i still can't figure it out.
But who cares, i would rather keep my focus on C than wasting some brain cells thinking about it.

So, it's time for some random pictures :

My nails. I just realised they are long. But aren't long nails pretty if they are kept clean?
I even thought of doing manicure on my nails. But i gotta keep my hormones in balance. Lol. Ok i was kidding.

FISH !! There is a fish tank in my house. But it was not my idea though, because "fish" doesn't have a letter "C" in it. It was my mum's idea. But i wonder what's so attractive about those goldfish , but i guess you can't put Julian in a fish tank. Lol. Ok i was kidding again.
My brother wants a cat. I guess a cat would be okay, because "Cat" has a "C" !!
I wonder what i want to keep. I guess giga-sized posters would be enough for me. Eew, what was i thinking...

Glass slippers !! I just found a new favourite word. It's spelled as "Cindearella" right?

And now, it's time for me to get defeated by Chinese.

Sleep with the trauma that kept you sleepless