OH YES !! The gp essay is OVER !!! OVER !!! NOT OVAL BUT OVER !!!
I am kinda glad that a friend of mine told me about one of the questions of the essay test. I have some time to prepare for it, though i only have an hour of last night and a couple of hours today to refer to my notes to think of points to write, before the dreaded test starts.
I don't know if i wrote it well to pass it, but i think it's okay if i am satisfied with my essay.
Hmm, by right i should feel damn relieved now. However, i still continue to feel some kind of anxiety, for some unknown reasons.
Shit, i am suffering from depression along with the global economy.
So, i am announcing some reforms to my policies.
I think my anxiety is brought about by my worry of what opinions my classmates have of me.
I know this thought is useless but too bad my heart doesn't sync with my mind.
I said too much nonsense this 2 weeks. The nonsense also include lame stuffs. You know, even lame jokes and witty comments get "outdated" if continually being told.
So i think i am gonna be emo for the next week in school. Oh wait, i thought i mentioned that i was already emo?
Ok. I'll be emoer, colour myself red, and put my eyeballs on my forehead like some Sesame Street idiot.
Oh and add also that i'll be more like a guy. What i've been doing recently is quite fun for myself, but i think i should go back to normal, keep a low profile and not attract too much attention.
I await with much interest to see how well my policies fare.
But wait, i think i am just plain tired. Don't know why this whole week seems super lethargic. I think this week is the most lethargic one of all the weeks that had passed.
Is it because of the heat?
Oh my goodness. I think i need to buy a fan for myself soon to prevent the heat from sucking away my energy. Fan as in the paper fan which can fold and also have some form of painting on it. Omg this will be damn cool.
Eh but this will be in conflict with my policies that i had formed just now.
Damn.
Alright i'll have a sleep now and see if i feel better tomorrow. Oh yeah tomorrow's gonna be a damn painful day.
Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.
PROFILE
Ayayayaya ~
Touhou Fan.
Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music
(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)
("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")
Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there
Watches Japanese anime
Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that
Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so