Got back my essay marks. It's 26 out of 50.

Damn. Damnation.

Then the gp teacher took my essay ( along with some others also ) and said, "there are some good ones i am going to show you here." with the visualiser.

Yeah. Good arh. 26 marks is good?

Ok yeah i think i really deserved 26 only, because i only remembered half of what i had prepared beforehand.



Can't boast now. Sad... :(







GGAAAAHHH !!!


I don't feel too good this couple of days.

Gotta blame my own attitude problem.


Maybe this little issue when i was msning Vice-President and Secretary of wushu exco. I don't know if my prediction is correct but, i can feel some killer aura from the Secretary while i was saying some stuff regarding the overnight camp.

Yeah i probably know i am being overly-enthusiastic and nonsensical to ask if we needed some sort of dry run because of certain circumstances happening regarding the camp.

I asked Secretary about it.
Then Secretary invited the Vice-President to the conversation and the Secretary said, " EH want a dry run or not? Quarter Master ( which is me ) wants to play alone."


GRRR.

Honestly i didn't like that comment. But maybe she didn't mean it anyway. My second thought told me i am being over-sensitive this days.

But that second thought still didn't change how i feel.


I mean come on lah is it damn difficult to say a 'no, i think it isn't feasible.'?

A simple 'no' not enough meh?





Okay people now are getting a little more tricky. Haha.



I heard from someone who said , " Beware. Girls aren't simple."



Affirmative.




Then i thought of a counter-attack. ( Which probably showed how petty i was.)

Lol.

I typed to them that the "Secretary is making me cry...."
I added a "Sobx..." behind there, which i think could soften my tone and enables me to act cute.

But i think i screwed up back there. I couldn't bear to say ," Secretary why your tone so harsh, you don't like me is it?"
Because it could screw up the relationship between me and the exco members.

So i sound pretty dumb back there when they were asking what the Secretary do to 'make me cry'.


I'll assess my situation when i meet them tomorrow for some wushu stuff .... i think.




Maybe i myself is the one who is becoming not so simple.




Probably this isn't anything much, but, just now i was given the task by my pw leader ( the only female in the group ) to tell one of our group members who is a little problematic ( because of his malay cultural society performance, which apparently make him busy all this while ) about our schedules for our pw discussion.

I thought i shouldn't directly approach the topic about pw to him because it is a rather complex and sensitive issue, as he didn't participate much ( close to not at all ) in our pw work because of circumstances.

I first asked him if he will be performing in the Esplanade this wednesday together with other performing arts cca of the school.

And then after that then add an "anyway"before continuing on to tell him about the schedule to not sound too harsh, because we will still be in a same group half a year from now.

I must ensure good relationships be maintained, so that maybe there'll be less troubles.


I hate troubles. They make lament, " ARGH why must all these bad things be happening to me?? Why i don't see other people suffering too?? Huh?"


Yeah. I wonder why.

Did someone curse me from my birth? Bad stuff are happening to me all my life.

Seriously i am tired of troubles already.




I gave it a thought, and i think some of the troubles arise because i speak too much, and mostly without much thinking.

But then, i also don't want to be reclusive. I am afraid of loneliness.




Lol.








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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


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Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


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