I am back to playing dota again.


Oh no. Why now?


This is a very, very bad time to get addicted.


My studies are gonna get pwned, especially now.




I played a match in the afternoon, through the game for some unknown reasons my heartbeat rate starts to increase and it stays on even when i wanted to start studying.

It made me feel so damn RESTLESS AND I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ARHX.


Moreover increased heartbeat rate = more blood going to the brain right?

But this isn't helping me much to win games.


I was like some idiot newbie though i have many years of experience. =.=



Okay i think i am am not cut out for this type of games after all. I'd be better off in rpgs where i can indulge in my own Fantasy.

Too bad i don't own a Box marked with an "X" which can turn 360 degrees or a Station for me to Play regardless whether the train will arrive or not.








Anyway some days ago i made a wish ( er though it wasn't any special day ) that i will want to ace my gp essay and compre in exchange of borderlining or even failing my other subjects.


As long as i can do well in gp, i can ask no more.


Gp is gonna eat my heart away with fear. I am one who doesn't have much opinion if i must admit.
But the most important thing is, my engine has a very slow start-up time.

So i am against the idiot/moron who suggested students to complete a gp essay within 1 and a half hours.



If only they would give me enough time....

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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