Hey it's been awhile.


This few days i am trying to master the skill of 'Humble' and not lose my head.

So far my semester exam results are looking a little above average if compared to most of the population in class.
But no, like what many adults told me, i cannot compare myself to just the people who get not so good results.
This is not enough.

More.

Destination : To the top. Beat the best in class.





Okay i shouldn't be saying that. Greed is a sin.

However probably greed for success coupled with morals can be justified to fight to the top.


But i am pretty cynical that i will ever get top.



Back to the point on Humble, a few classmates were saying things to me like ,"Omg you're so smart."

Firstly, good exam results not definitely equals smart.

Secondly, i am not the top of the class, so they should go praise that imba hardworking studious girl/girls in class instead. And a 50.5/100 for chemistry and a B for math and biology aren't that good.
I'd always heard people getting AAA/A or AAB/A for their A level results. I don't know how much they had sacrificed to achieve that.
( Yeah it's "A" level after all. Must get "A" for everything, except project work though.)

Thirdly, I KNOW THEY ARE PLOTTING SOMETHING. I suspect they are trying to get me to be overconfident and therefore neglect studying as a result. Kekeke AH HA YOU'RE EXPOSED !!.



Lol. Nah the third one is one of the many by-products of my nonsense.


Ok, the third point maybe i'd say the more they say as if i am so smart like that, the more my desire to mug/cup will keep my motivation burning.








Nonsensical/irrelevant boasting aside, GAHHHH i kinda screwed up my chinese oral today.

The passage reading i said 2 wrong words and i paused accidentally. Aww man no perfect score for reading...


Then the conversation topic is about what i feel about donating organs after death.

It sucks that the teacher had to prompt me 4 questions. FOUR YA KNOW.

She asked if money could be used to encourage people to agree to donate their organs when they die.

I stupidly said, yes.


Which in fact NO !! How can an issue as important as that be measured and valued to just money?














Anyway, regarding that gp tuition i have, there is this essay homework that i still have not done yet.
And it's due tomorrow morning... Damn.

Shit i am starting to get lazy. NOOOOO.
Have been enjoying the anime series Seto No Hanayome recently.
Awesome comedy. Awesome enjoyment. But since this series is so awesome, i definitely can't get over and will miss this series after watching all 26 episodes + 1 or 2 OVA of it.
And then, i will feel some kind of emptiness., though the enjoyment i received is worthed it.














Just a (dirty?) joke. If threesome and foursome are suggestive terms, what effect does "allsome" bring??





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Ceteris Paribus
Coffee
Cynic
C

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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