PROMOS ARE OVAL !!


Ok that was kinda lagging behind time. Promos actually ended on last thursday.

Got this strange feeling that after promos i don't actually feel "released from the restricting bind".


Sure, i can (temporarily for now) coop myself up behind the computer can do whatever shit i want the whole day ( and night).

But i think i am already doing that even before promos finish.


And yes i regret doing that. The only subject other than gp that is bugging my conscience is chemistry.
I was less than 20% prepared for the chem paper.

Can you believe it? It can only be the work of a goddess if i can actually pass the paper. D:






Yoshii ! I am gonna start to chiong study so that i can do well next year, that is if i get promoted to j2. (Ok maybe gonna start later...)

Somehow, i feel extremely victorious if i managed to beat a rival in test or exam scores. And that make up a large part of my resolve to study. Makes me wanna LOL.

Is this considered to be some sick hobby?



No.
I am still considered normal.

I heard a lot of gossips and stuff about classmates, and most are involving girls. (Makes me wonder how complicated girls can be.)

And probably the stuff are true. When i was told about some backstabbing stuff, i was thinking, WHAT THE what did she do that for? Is she sick in the mind or a psycho or what.









Anyway, yesterday i went to have a bbq session with a few of my classmates at a classmate's condo. And maybe i am suah ku lah, but this is some high-class bbq man.
We are not eating bbq chicken wing, satay, marshmallow or the like.

We (maybe not me, i don't like to hold a knife) slice a piece of seasoned beef/chicken/lamb and put it on the bbq grill and burn it till we are satisfied with the level of 'doneness' of the meat.
Then there are salad with dressing, potato with sour cream and then those special sauces don't know what are they called.

The beef i ate was juicy. Rarely do i have the chance to chew such meat. ( Yeah maybe i really am suah ku)

After eating we went to buy some alcohol, and we sat down near the swimming pool to chat/gossip especially.


Truly an eye-opener.

In 2 ways.

First, being the suah ku me, it's the first time i seriously drank a bottle of alcohol and i got a feeling of how drinking the whole bottle feels like ( it's grape flavoured i think ) , though not that i didn't drink before.
( Drank the first drop at primary school. Lol. My science teacher introduced to us a beaker containing a blue liquid that smells exactly like alcohol. And without him looking, i went to drink it. >.< I don't remember what happened after i drank it though.)


Second being after hearing gossips about what classmate did what, ( because the guys usually hang out with guys only, and the girls in class are kinda quiet and hang out with their fellow cliques, so that means the guys wouldn't have in-depth knowledge about what's happening "behind-the-scenes". Lol.) .





Alright enough of that. So after my eyes are opened, i went to tawn/ton/don/taun/taunt/torn/tiong or whatever it is spelled with a classmate and stayed overnight at the condo.

Watched some funny youtube videos (like the College Saga parodying the Final Fantasy series).

And a movie called Taken.

Gotta say, how imba can a secret agent for US national security be? He can all sorts of stuff with ease. By all sorts, i mean picking a locked car door and switching on the engine without the key, do a One-hit-KO chop at the neck, do drifts with a vehicle like Jay Chou or like in Tokyo, driving and avoiding rapidly all incoming cars as if he got split-second reaction time like in Burnout, recognizing the voice of someone he had heard through a phone call some time ago and etc.

After that, we slept and went lan in the afternoon and played left 4 dead.

Must emphasise that it's the first time for me to play. I unfortunately got phobia for all the horror stuff including zombies.
Congrats to me that i actually got the guts to play.

But now i don't think i can sleep with the light switched off. Nah just joking. Had some fun playing though. I can depend on my 3 experienced classmates to guide me through the gory campaigns.











More personal stuff and thoughts coming.... soon?

I'll see. Wahaha.

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Coffee
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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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