After 2 days of 3 exam papers past, as standard, i don't feel really good.


The same old feeling that "oh shucks should have read this stuff in more details when i went thru it just now" kind of feeling.






For the gp essay, i was betting on sports to come out as one of the 12 questions given.  Kinda ironic but, after all, teachers were speculating that sports is likely to appear as an A level gp question this year.


And i went to focus much of my efforts on sports content but in the end SPORTS DIDN'T CAME OUT.


D:


I kinda felt cheated, but there's no time for me to feel emo. So i picked the next best one, which is about whether equal rights for women will undermine family stability.
Goddammit i remembered very clearly i printed something from the school's net portal that has stuff similar to what this question is asking but I FORGOT TO GO THROUGH IT BECAUSE I WAS SO FOCUSED ON SPORTS.


I still did that question though, because other 11 questions suck. Looks like i'll disappoint people again eh.






Econs and chem exam also finished yesterday and today, but they aren't worth mentioning, cos i am not interested in these subjects.
Econs especially, after the first econs teacher we had who was captivating to a very large extent got changed to a repetition of new teachers. In other words, she won't be teaching us ever again. In other words, our class is doomed for econs.


If you'd to ask me what's captivating about that first econs teacher we had, i won't have a definite answer for you. After all, attraction isn't logical and rational.
Maybe she has charisma, and i find the way she teaches and the way she speaks fast to be interesting.








Anyways, today i had a very bad stomachache at a very bad timing -- in the bus. Wtf.
I think it takes a great deal of willpower to flex the anal muscle and hold the shit in, especially for that kind of stomachache i was experiencing.
So i was subconsciously keeping a cool face but inside i was like "Oh please oh please God or anyone else make the big fat cars in front move faster or give the bus rocket engine so that it can jump over the last stretch of road to the school which everyday because of ill-designed intersection of roads from expressway exits that creates a slowdown in traffic.
And while praying i even make a promise not to do XXX and XXX and XXX etc if i ever survive this ordeal.


And YES I SURVIVED. I am a person who knows some gratitude, so i am gonna keep my promise not to do XXX and XXX and XXX for today or this few days etc.


Lol.


And i even accumulate good karma today LOL by helping my classmate behind who so happened to have 2 missing batteries in her calculator.
I had brought spare batteries into the exam hall in case my calculator's became flat and 2D.

I gave it away free; she needs it more than me, though when i think of it, giving away 2 spare batteries isn't some big deal anyway.


People say we should be selfless and not expect anything in return when we help others, and that we should not purposely accumulate good karma for the sake of benefiting ourselves.


But it's kinda hard for me to have this mindset. I'd expect people to return the goodwill and reciprocate what i did.


If not, i will strangle them, smash their heads against the wall, whack them with a chair, slam them and give a final blow.... nah just kidding.

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Coffee
Cynic
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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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