The SA is finally finished. Erm... yay?


I don't really feel any great joy like "YES IT'S FINALLY OVAL" or something like that. It's a vast difference from what i felt when i beat Touhou 10 for the first time (in Easy mode though, sadly).


On the contrary, i feel kinda depressed. Not that i am some exam freak though, although i can't say for sure.
I feel it's missing something. 
Oh yes, i missed out the confident feeling like "Heh i am gonna own people in this paper" kind of feeling. It leaves an empty feeling when i don't have this confident feeling after the last exam paper.


To achieve this confident feeling after walking out of the exam hall is probably the only good reason why exams exist.


And seriously i could have done much better in the last exam this biology paper. A stomachache came at a very bad timing again and i was spending 3/4 of the 3 hours holding it in and stoning away wasting time.


This sucks, and this sounds like an excuse. And i especially hate it when i couldn't score well in the paper and people expect me to ace it and they tell me ,"EH i thought you damn good one where's your A?".
It somehow just pisses me off.




Anyway, maybe it would be better to switch the timing of yesterday's math paper with today's biology paper, because it might give a more decent closure of this SA since  for the math paper i felt a tinge of confidence for  after calculating a total of only 27 lost marks while other people said they lost 40 over marks, even though i always have a high tendency to make careless mistakes.










So, let's see if my depression will continue tomorrow, especially my exams have ended and tomorrow's paper is physics which i don't take, which is a very difficult subject for me for some unknown reasons. 
But very unfortunately, i still have to go back to school for the anti-climatic make-up chemistry practical session in place of next week's lost session because of Good Friday, and there's a very large gap of time between the end of the chemistry practical and the start of cca training.


Good.

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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