The rift outside the Wushu room seems to be fixed already, but i think the school management condone off the area like some crime scene just in case.


So for today's last training for competitors it is at the hall. After that we went to some place called Chinese International School if i got the name right, to try the competition-typed carpet to get used to it.




In the hall, i did  my routine without using full force and i was already 1/2 dead half way through my routine, and then fully dead after completing it.
I seriously have no idea why my stamina sucks. It's not like i am fat or i smoke or what. Ok i think it's the damned second hand smoke that is all around.


But in that Chinese International School i think i enjoy using that carpet. It's a pity that i didn't try do one whole routine one more time with full force using that carpet to test my hypothesis that i might fare better in that carpet rather than in my own boring school environment.


So next friday is my competition segment already. Somehow i feel regret that i didn't train enough. To tell you frankly i have 3 to 4 years of "experience", but i wasted the first 3 years achieving and accomplishing nothing.
I didn't put in any serious effort to train, and did not aim for national standard.


I think i could have reach somewhere near if i gave it my all for all 4 years.


Damn this is so depressing.




















Oh anyway, exam results are gonna be released next week. I don't look forward to it actually, because i won't expect to have any kind of "victory" feeling.

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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