"Familiarity breeds contempt". No matter how pessimistic i am, i don't really want to believe this phrase is true.
And there's a high probability that this isn't true, as there's so far only 1 person whom it applies to, and it's a special case too.


Nah, i could just be thinking too much, with my flawed personality.








Wanna do some hypothesis testing? 








The number of mood swings that i have is thought to have a mean of 3 per month. However recently i felt my personality and mood has gotten more erratic. To examine my claim, i took a sample size of 5 months of this year and.....












FUCK STAT MATH.


















Ok i shouldn't dwell on this for too long.












For a conversation/communication, they are often 2 sided and there's no room for self-centeredness.


I might have realised it too late eh.


And so naturally if i go about ranting all things about myself, it probably wouldn't interest you or the person i am socialising with at all. And certain types of people will show a very clear (at least to me with special observational skills) kind of face that reflects disinterest and indifference if you don't satisfy his 'emotional needs'. And he will keep sticking to a person who can do so, and also at times, he will almost completely ignore what the guy who doesn't 'interest' him says, probably because of different ideologies, different attitude, different way of life, being exposed to different cultures ( Eastern vs western), different mindsets etc.
So much so that i think this type of people is gay, especially if the person who 'interests' him is a guy.














Hmm what was i talking about in that previous paragraph??


I guess you don't have to comprehend it. I am not used to staying up so late (now it's 2.51am) and my mind might be haywired now.








But no, i still believe strongly in the things i believed in and i won't let any guy influence me, even if he is being unintentional and is subconsciously incorporating them in his conversations.


















Oh what the hell what am i talking about again.






I guess you can take it as i did not post today.




















I am gonna try to look on the bright side of things from tomorrow onwards.












































The solution? Easy. Just look for an alternative and get out of where you are now.

What is Touhou, you ask? Click here












Ceteris Paribus
Coffee
Cynic
C

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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