Recently i think my aspirations and dreams kinda expanded. No, not Inception related.

I wanna be some researcher/engineer relating to biology or chemistry and discover novel ways to increase quality of life.

But then, i also want to be a fighter jet pilot and be proficient in dodging missles and projectiles in the air just like how i squeeze and maneuver through Touhou Danmaku bullets (and lasers, that sometimes are homing and curvy too and i was like "WTF how can anyone dodge it" when i first saw them)


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But then, i also want to be a pyrotechnic and design physics-defying dazzling fireworks as beautiful as Touhou spellcard patterns of bullets (and the WTF lasers), to light up and inspire everyone's heart when they see them.



But then, i also wanna be some godlike musician to be able to skillfully command my voice and musical instruments like piano, violin and guitar at will, and rock my life and others as well.


But then, i also want to be some sort of a linguist and able to be apt at communicating in many european and Asian languages and understand unique qualities of each language.


On top of all those, i also want to get close to mastering the depths of human psychology, how the mind and emotions of the self-proclaimed smartest being on Earth work.








So many things i wanna do and get my hands on, but maybe it all starts from the goddamn sickening A levels.

And then after that, maybe i will invent some sort of drug that can allow us to choose not to sleep but can still regenerate our body and mind as they do while we're asleep. Oh wait, i think this drug is highly likely to create more problems than the benefits it will give.















Ok anyway, i watched Inception last friday. I gotta admit, it's an awesome movie. I've never watched anything like this for quite some time already.

But it left the audience interpreting the ending by themselves, whether the protagonist has successfully live a happily ever after life, or it was all in his dream all along.

But i won't get troubled by this kind of ending. Guessing and interpreting is what i usually do everyday, so i'll just guess what happened to the protagonist in the end and treat it as it is.

I guessed a happy ending for him, that his top will stop turning which shows that he is not in a dream. After all, i like happy endings.





Unfortunately, i am ironically a pessimist and i doubt life is as forgiving as the way i wanted it to be.
Call me weak.

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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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