Staying up late through the night is bad for the body and mind. Knowing that, i still left a very difficult gp essay question( at least for me, it was "How far should Singapore emphasise building a national identity in her ASPIRATIONS to become a global city." Take note i specially noted ASPIRATIONS- it's a very special word in Singapore politics some time ago) to tackle last minute last night, till 4am.

Went to bed at 4am, heard my first alarm rang at 5am, and the last snooze of the multitude of the usual alarms at 5.30am.

And thus, i feel the extreme opposite of enthusiasm for school today, and i did not want any troublesome incident to occur to further kill my day.



But an incident still occurred. It's a miracle i didn't snap or lose my temper despite feeling the crankiness, grouchiness and eccentricity from the lack of sleep.




For now i think i would not elaborate on the details - my level of fatigue now when calculated with the graphing calculator gives an "ERROR: OVERFLOW" message.




It's just that the small things and details of stuff that we often overlook can very well be a contributing factor for rifts, much as we lament it as lame, wasting time, no point or sensationalism.


With interaction, communication and socialising being quite a fine art of subtlety (to me), i feel even more inclined to just stay away from everything( like a coward), avoid all the possible shit and get on with life smoothly by being anti-social or maybe less social.




Today i felt really jaded, sick of all these things and tired of life (i do have some form of conscience, and these incidents stick to me and make me ponder over them for like, forever over and over again).


Maybe it has got to do with me having less than 1 hour of sleep today (not including sleep time in bus rides to and fro), and today being the usual stuff that TPJC dishes out in their timetable thursday torture (TTT), and in today's context, my class having only a half hour break at 9am and then from 9.30 to 5pm no breaks at all.






Ok sleep.

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Ceteris Paribus
Coffee
Cynic
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Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.


Ayayayaya ~

Touhou Fan.


Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music

(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)

("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")


Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there

Watches Japanese anime



Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that


Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so











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