I think it's kinda stressful that there is the constant feeling that other classmates might be mugging hard while i myself is slacking away or feel that i didn't seem to study enough.
Ironically the stress doesn't (mostly, like 70%?) come from the difficulty and/or troublesomeness (i hate troublesome things very, very much) of the A level education system.
It's damn scary. Oh probably it applies to me because, i admit, i am kind of a sore loser. :(
I am afraid after this week i will come across a scary person, or in fact, many, who had attained the level in which he/she can memorise and recite out notes and theories even from the reverse order and can answer critical thinking questions just like second nature.
Complaints i have now: Damn Economics is second in the list after gp to get me frustrated. Humanities isn't really my thing and i have really no idea how to score well for it. (though on a side note, i have no idea why it is called an 'Arts" subject. Where the hell is the art in it?)
Damn this is depressing. Sometimes i can't help but think and be bewildered that, after such a long period of 1 and a half years of learning and being exposed to just 5 or 6 subjects, many of us still can't score well in tests and examinations and according to marking schemes, "show a good understanding of the subject and concept tested".
I don't know though if this is just exaggeration and underestimation of education on my part.
Currently hooked on classical Touhou music arranges from TAMusic. Seriously, they are awesome.
PROFILE
Ayayayaya ~
Touhou Fan.
Listens mostly to Touhou doujin music
(Because the creator of Touhou (ZUN) is damn talented, his BGM for the game series are godly, including the game series he made itself, and hence many dedicated groups of musicians do arranges of his original BGM)
("Arranges" are one level higher than "covers")
Very Japanese-oriented, absolutely not Korean-crazy like the crowd out there
Watches Japanese anime
Wants to do, learn and try many, many things, but finds it hard to find the time, commitment, and energy to do all of that
Life is short, and i want mine to be especially so